第 23 部分阅读
“iwantyoney。whatdoyouwantetodo？”
“youknohatiwant。”hegrabbedhershoulderandpulledhertowardsthebed。
“wait；”salandersaidhastily。shegavehiaresignedlookandthennoddedcurtly。shetookoffherrucksackandleatherjacketwiththerivetsandlookedaround。sheputherjacketonthechair；setherrucksackontheroundtable；andtookseveralhesitantstepstothebed。thenshe. ped；asifshehadcoldfeet。bjurancaecloser。
“wait；”shesaidonceore；inatoneasiftosaythatshewastryingtotalksenseintohi。“idon’twanttohavetosuckyourdickeverytieineedoney。”
theexpressiononbjuran’sfacesuddenlychanged。heslappedherhard。salanderopenedhereyeswide；butbeforeshecouldreact；hegrabbedherbytheshoulderandthrewherontothebed。theviolencecaughtherbysurprise。whenshetriedtoturnover；hepressedherdownonthebedandstraddledher。
likethetiebefore；shewasnoatchforhiintersofphysicalstrength。heronlychanceoffightingbackwasifshecouldhurthibyscratchinghiseyesorusingsoesortofweapon。butherplannedscenariohadalreadygoohell。shit；shethoughtwhenherippedoffhert…shirt。sherealisedwithterrifyingclaritythatshewasoutofherdepth。
sheheardhiopenthedresserdrawernexttothebedandcaughttheclankingsoundofetal。atfirstshedidnotunderstandwhatwashappening；thenshesawthehandcuffsclosearoundherwrist。hepulledupherar；placedthehandcuffsaroundoneofthebedposts；andlockedherotherhand。itdidnottakehilon. ulloffherbootsandjeans。thenhetookoffherknickersandheldtheinhishand。
“youhavetolearntotruste；lisbeth；”hesaid。“i’goingtoteachyouhowthisgrown…upgaeisplayed。ifyoudon’ttreatewell；youhavetobepunished。whenyou’renicetoe；we’llbefriends。”
hesatastrideheragain。
“soyoudon’tlikeanalsex；”hesaid。
salanderopenedherouthtoscrea。hegrabbedherhairandstuffedtheknickersinherouth。shefelthiputtingsoethingaroundherankles；spreadherlegsapartandtiethesothatshewaslyingtherepletelyvulnerable。sheheardhiovingaroundtheroobutshecouldnotseethroughthet…shirtaroundherface。ittookhiseveralinutes。shecouldhardlybreathe。thenshefeltanexcruciatingpainasheforcedsoethingupheranus。
ceciliavangerstillhadarulethatblokvistwasnottostayallnight。soetieafter2：00intheorninghebegantodresswhileshelaynakedonthebed；silingathi。
“ilikeyou；mikael。ilikeyourpany。”
“ilikeyoutoo。”
shepulledhibacktothebedandtookofftheshirthehadjustputon。hestayedforoneorehour。
whenlaterhepassedbyvanger’shouse；hewassurehesawoneofthecurtainsshiftupstairs。
salanderwasallowe. utonherclothes。itwas4：00onsaturdayorning。shepickedupherleatherjacketandrucksackandhobbledtothefrontdoor；wherehewaswaitingforher；showeredandneatlydressed。hegaveherachequefor2；500kronor。
“i’lldriveyouhoe；”hesaid；andopenedthedoor。
shecrossedthethreshold；outoftheapartent；andturnedtofacehi。herbodylookedfragileandherfacewasswollenfrocrying；andhealostrecoiledwhenheethereyes。neverinhislifehadheseensuchnaked；soulderinghatred。salanderlookedjustasderangedashercaseindicated。
“no；”shesaid；soquietlythathebarelyheardtheword。“icangethoeonyown。”
heputahandonhershoulder。
“areyousure？”
shenodded。hisgriponhershouldertightened。
“reeberwhatweagreed。you’llebackherenextsaturday。”
shenoddedagain。cowed。helethergo。
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salanderspenttheweekinbedwithpaininherabdoen；bleedingfroherrectu；andlessvisiblewoundsthatwouldtakelongertoheal。whatshehadgohroughwasverydifferentfrothefirstrapeinhisoffice；itwasnolongeraatterofcoercionanddegradation。thiswassysteaticbrutality。
sherealiseduchtoolatethatshehadutterlyisjudgedbjuran。
shehadassuedhewasonapowertripandlikedtodoinate；notthathewasanall…outsadist。hehadkeptherinhandcuffshalfthenight。severaltiesshebelievedheeanttokillher；andatonepointhehadpressedapillowoverherfaceuntilshethoughtshewasgoin. assout。
shedidnotcry。
apartfrothetearsofpurephysicalpainsheshednotasingletear。whenshelefttheapartentsheadeherwaywithdifficultytothetaxistandatodenplan。withdifficultysheclibedthestairstoherownapartent。sheshoweredandwipedthebloodfrohergenitals。thenshedrankapintofwaterwithtworohypnolandstubledtoherbedandpulledtheduvetoverherhead。
shewokeupatiddayonsunday；eptyofthoughtsandwithconstantpaininherhead；usclesandabdoen。shegotup；dranktwoglassesofkefir；andateanapple。thenshetooktwooresleepingpillsandwentbacktobed。
shedidnotfeellikegettingupuntiltuesday。shewentoutandboughtabigboxofbilly’spanpizza；stucktwooftheintheicrowave；andfilledatheroswithcoffee。shespentthatnightontheinter；readingarticlesandthesesonthepsychopathologyofsadis。
shefoundonearticlepublishedbyawoen’sgroupintheunitedstatesinwhichtheauthorclaiedthatthesadistchosehis“relationships”withalostintuitiveprecision；thesadist’sbestvictiwastheonewhovoluntarilywenttohibecauseshedidnotthinkshehadanychoice。thesadistspecialisedinpeoplewhowereinapositionofdependence。
advokatbjuranhadchosenherasavicti。
thattoldhersoethingaboutthewayshewasviewedbyotherpeople。
onfriday；aweekafterthesecondrape；shewalkedfroherapartenttoatattooparlourinthehornstulldistrict。shehadadeanappointent；andtherewerenoothercustoersintheshop。theownernodded；recognisingher。
shechoseasiplelittletattoodepictinganarrowbandandaskedtohaveitputonherankle。shepointed。
“theskinisverythinthere。it’sgoingtohurtalot；”saidthetattooartist。
“that’sok；”salandersaid；takingoffherjeansandputtingherlegup。
“ok；aband。youalreadyhaveloadsoftattoos。areyousureyouwantanotherone？”
“it’sareinder。”
blokvistleftthecaféwhensusanneclosedat2：00onsaturdayafternoon。hehadspenttheorningtypinguphisnotesinhisi。hewalkedtokonsuandboughtsoefoodandcigarettesbeforehewenthoe。hehaddiscoveredfriedsausagewithpotatoesandbeets—adishhehadneverbeenfondofbutforsoereasonitseeedperfectlysuitedtoacabininthecountry。
ataround7：00intheeveninghestoodbythekitchenwindow；thinking。ceciliavangerhadnotcalled。hehadrunintoherthatafternoonwhenshewasbuyingbreadatthecafé；butshehadbeenlostinherownthoughts。itdidnotseelikelythatshewouldcallthisevening。heglancedatthelittletvthathealostneverused。insteadhesatatthekitchenbenchandopenedaysterybysuegrafton。
salanderreturnedattheagreed…upontietobjuran’sapartentnearodenplan。heletherinwithapolite；welingsile。
“andhowareyoudoingtoday；dearlisbeth？”
shedidnotreply。heputanararoundhershoulder。
“isupposeitwasabitroughlasttie；”hesaid。“youlookedalittlesubdued。”
shegavehiacrookedsileandhefeltasuddenpangofuncertainty。thisgirlisnotallthere。ihavetoreeberthat。hewonderedifshewouldearound。
“shallwegointothebedroo？”salandersaid。
ontheotherhand；sheaybewithit…。todayi’lltakeiteasyonher。builduphertrust。hehadalreadyputoutthehandcuffsonthechestofdrawers。itwasnotuntiltheyreachedthebedthatbjuranrealisedthatsoethingwasaiss。
shewastheoneleadinghitothebed；nottheotherwayaround。he. pedandgaveherapuzzledlookwhenshepulledsoethingoutofherjacketpocketwhichhethoughtwasaobiletelephone。thenhesawhereyes。
“saygoodnight；”shesaid。
sheshovedthetaserintohisleftarpitandfiredoff75；000volts。whenhislegsbegantogivewaysheputhershoulderagainsthiandusedallherstrengt. ushhidownontothebed。
ceciliavangerfeltalittletipsy。shehaddecidednottotelephoneblokvist。theirrelationshiphaddevelopedintoaridiculousbedroofarce；inwhichblokvisthadtotiptoearoundtryingtogettoherhouseunn
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